hola, amigo.

just finished watching transformers with catherine and it was a blast. shia labeouf [ is that how you spell it? ] is getting pretty cute i guess. but it was a pretty good movie and i liked it. all i need to watch now to complete my movies-that-are-good-that-i-haven't-seen-yet list is live free or die hard. or maybe there are other movies but i have that one in mind right now. i watched hairspray with tammy yesterday and transformers today and i didn't even get to see them in the theaters ! OH YEAH and ocean's thirteen. still need to watch that. what else, ahh it'll come to me later. but the new dvd flix place is managed by white people so it's much better and neater and prettier and more organized. there's like a soda refrigerator thingy and they repainted the walls and like they even have a dvd lock open thing for their movies. me and tammy were so amused.

so tomorrow's Bac Roanh's anual Thanksgiving get together with both sides of his family so i might get to see megan tomorrow and say hi to her, if she remembers me that is. and then i'll get to see all my small little weird cousins that'll of course, tease me and call me an oreo or fatty or whatnot. god they really need to eat more.

man i want to visit santa ana on tuesday or monday with kathy, well if she still wants to. i miss mac kids and my teachers so much. i'm not quite settled in fountain valley, yet. and i find myself lonely at fvhs times cause i know kathy's settled in and like i find myself really dependent on her and i hate that. i'm the late bloomer type of person, and i know people get annoyed of me. i mean i love all the friends i made, like deena and ashley and victoria and jill and kassandra and christine and jinny and all these people, but like, i don't know. sigh. WTH. kathy's really tired of me and i know she wants to get rid of me. she doesn't even talk to me the same or even look at me. makes me feel freaking depressed

something's wrong with me. ugh i have a headache. night.