my mom,

won't let me go to kalvin's birthday bash thing, and now i'm fucking pissed. she made up this b.s. on how she always lets me go places, and that she always welcomes my friends over to my house and to phamily get togethers, but never to places with them because she's scared that some random guy will come up to me to kidnap and rape me. and now i don't even know if she'll let me go to brittney's and danielle's birthday thing either, cause she'll probably make up the excuse that some guy will make me to do drugs with him or something. she also says that she'll let me go out when i'm older.

so now i want to drive and let the growing up process go a tad bit faster, more then ever at the moment. fuck.

home is where i am at the moment. so last night after tammy took a shower me brian and tammy went downstairs to eat some food at like midnight and watched the patriot. we were eating pizza rolls and when i bit into one the hot pizza stuff inside dropped onto my thigh and now i have a burn mark. good times.




sorry, i have fat thighs, hahaha

my mom picked me up at like 11 to go to st. barbara to kiss jesus's statues' feet, and we stayed there for like half an hour. afterwards we went to cali bread place and went home. the banh mi thit nuong tasted funny, and i wished i had tan hoang huong. haha, but yeah after i ate it i felt gross so i went upstairs to eat honey roasted peanuts to make me feel better.

and now i'm waiting for my mom to bitch at me so i can clean up, and after i clean up i get to go back to tammy's house to bond with her, whoo.