Retaliation

Maybe I shouldn't have told you. I thought that maybe telling you after all this time, the three months we didn't talk when I was still healing, it would help clear things up a bit. Like I said, we never got to fully talk about it and I was thinking that it'd be good for us, the closure I mean.

You say you have all these thoughts bottled up in your mind, that they won't go away. What do you want. I told you I wanted to be friends, but as each day passes by I'm starting to question that.

I hate how I'm always on the edge with you, nothing's ever set in stone. We're two different people, and we obviously don't understand each other very well. Should we even have this, this thing we call a relationship, or whatever we're having at the moment. It's hazardous and starting to hurt both of us.

But whatever, we established that you're a very closed person and you avoiding the situation doesn't help much. I made the same mistake twice, and I'd be damned if I do it a third time.